Guilt

Ever since the day, things started to change. Can't help but to keep blaming myself. I know all of you said it wasn't my fault is because you all don't want me to feel bad/ guilty. But I know it myself. I'm sorry for all this and if I can, I wish I can erase that part away from all of your mind. I promise I will not throw that face in the future even though high chance that we'll not go out anymore. This matter had already been past overdue-d but I just feel that things had changed. Should I look forward or? I don't know seriously...

Whatever it is, I'm NOT going to be emo! I wanna live my life happily with jokes, craps and nonsense. I truly hope so eh! ;D