I'm sorry

"为什么？我到底在哭什么？

女生就有借口的用pms来哭吗？

为什么我这么的软弱？

好讨厌这样的自己，真的，真的好讨厌。

我尝试过不再emo，但真的很难。

该是放弃的时候吗？

我不想，因为我知道当我真的变回以前，我真的会绝望。。

我是真的不可能再快乐起来的。

我好伤心，好痛心，但我又能怎样？

人生好不公平。

为什么好人没好报？

忍受够了，是时间到，要死了吗？

神啊，救救我吧，我好需要你！"

I'm really stressed out over the same issue again and again. Yes, this is not the first time. Why can't I be like others? And the thing that I don't get it is that why are you all assuming that I'm loaded when in fact I'm eff-ing poor. Yes, I'm doing braces but that doesn't mean I'm rich right? I work hard to save the sum of money for myself to do but why is it that you guys are adding onto my burden? Not just the braces that costs me okay, I still have got others to carry on. It's so heavy on my shoulders that I'm shrinking. ):

Should I give up on doing braces?

Okay whatever~ I may be just using these excuses to cry out. Don't be bothered, please..